help
I've been gaining and gaining, this new birthcontrol has been making me so hungry. I hate not being in control, i'm putting an end to it today.
I won't see my boyfriend for another month but he is picking me up at the airport, in california, it will be warm
skirt, i want him to see me thinner than i'ven ever been.
I can do this, I refuse to be unhappy with my weight anymore.
I have the power of control, no one else, i control what i put in my mouth
no one else.
these pictures are from when we were together last week, if i fail to produce pictures where i am thinner than this, i'll be very upset. so.um, here
<3
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