big eyes and under fed

l0ve_s1ck @ 2006-12-27T13:18:00

2006-12-27T18:18:05Z

this hurts=(

ssecxe

2006-02-03T03:58:18Z

I
feel excess.
My clothings squeezing my excess. unnesessary excess.
No No No Need
for this excess.
I am
excess.

help

2005-03-13T18:59:32Z

I've been gaining and gaining, this new birthcontrol has been making me so hungry. I hate not being in control, i'm putting an end to it today.
I won't see my boyfriend for another month but he is picking me up at the airport, in california, it will be warm
skirt, i want him to see me thinner than i'ven ever been.
I can do this, I refuse to be unhappy with my weight anymore.
I have the power of control, no one else, i control what i put in my mouth
no one else.

these pictures are from when we were together last week, if i fail to produce pictures where i am thinner than this, i'll be very upset. so.um, here
<3

help me stay motivated, <3 I dont want to let go this time

l0ve_s1ck @ 2005-02-12T13:24:00

2005-02-12T18:25:37Z

gross

I quit smoking, sort of
it's so hard, urgh!
it's been making me want to eat and eat
i had some egg plants, and had almost my whole fucking fist in my mouth trying to get it to come up
lots of, muscus and shit but no eggplant
fucking, christ
atleast i'm working tonight, running around all over the place

i'm not doing well
i hate winter

l0ve_s1ck @ 2004-08-07T02:03:00

2004-08-07T06:05:36Z

so okay
no carbs at night is a thing

but what the fuck DOESNT have carbs that i can eat? hehe
fruits and veggies have carbs
i don't eat meat
or dairy

o-O
meh

i need a scale, i dont know how much i weigh, i've been kinda eating more, but...only fruits and veggies
(vegans=awesome) but I would like to know my weight

l0ve_s1ck @ 2004-07-29T19:26:00

2004-07-29T23:26:13Z